Have you ever felt as tied in knots as this poor old tree? I guess I must be , because my panic attacks have returned. If you have never had one-pray that you never do. I used to think people were exagerating when they were talking about panic attacks. Good Lord forgive me for not believing them, I now know how they suffered. Anyway after my recent trip to the emergency room, I have realized I must stop worrying about everything and everybody and the state of our world. So, no more watching the news! The hub is out of town this week and I have tried to occupy myself with a major cleanup-throwaway project. I thought if I kept busy, I wouldn't worry about things. I guess it worked I have been fine,except for a few times when I felt one coming on-so I just got up and got my mind onto something else! Also my phone and internet have been down for three days, just got that fixed-and I really can't say that I missed it too much. Now, I am off to check on everybody-pray that I won't have any attacks while the hub is gone!